Emotional roller coaster.

Hi there!

The last couple of days have been quite the emotional roller coaster.. Or maybe just an evil spiral of stress, sadness and a feeling of being worth shit. I don't know, and this is not to drag my bad-mood-hat down on you guys, but I just really have to talk about this, even if it is just myself - and it is so much easier to do in writing. 

Lately I have been quite stressed out. Not so much because of homework, but still something school related. By the first of December, I have to choose which "line" to study by in high school. Right now I have the "line" called Math A, Biology B and Civics B. I have been sick a whole month  in the "test period" we have from school start in mid August to Christmas, and now I have to choose which line I want to study for the rest of high school, which ultimately ends up with deciding what I am going to study at the university, and what job I am going to get..

I don't know if I am good enough to continue on this line, and maybe I want to change to another one? 

This may seem extremely silly to you guys, but I just don't feel ready to make this choice.. It is just so hard not to know which subjects to choose and just.. GAAAAAH! I don't even know what I want to work with and this is just.. Hard

Bye! - Sorry for being a whiney bitch..

-K