Day 14

A picture of someone I can never imagine my life without.

Please excuse me my drawing skills, they are honestly horrible ;-) My drawing aside, my mother really is a person I can not imagine my life without! She has of course always been there through my problems, both the serious and silly ones. Whenever I have been in need of an advice she has always been ready with a golden one.

As any mother and daugther we have our fights and arguments, but we never go a very long time being mad at each other, and even when we are still mad, we can act somewart civiliced and help each other if needed.

My mother is really my solid rock, and I can not imagine my life without her!

Catching up

Since I was down with mono I have been fed these nasty and kind of weird vitamin pill things,nto prevent me from catching any sickness like the flu or a stupid could because my immune system kind of "broke" during the mono.

But now, the sickness I have been avioding has apparently caught up on me. I took home from school early today, I felt (and looked apparently) like crap, and my friends told me to go home - which I then did. I feel nausious, I have a headache and a little bit fever. Ugh.

I don't want to be complaining and bitchy about it, it is just something to get over with, can't really do much about it. So aften I got home, I went to bed, turned the tv on and I have been laying here and feeling a little bad for myself, hehe ;-) CSI and CSI: New York is on, so with that a buckets of tea, I think I'll be fine ;-)

The water is ready for another cup, so I'll go now!

Apolegetic

Hi there..

I know I promised that I would never ever sat sorry for being a slog poster, but I really feelmlike I have to this time.

Things have been quite messed up in my life mostly. Well, not as much in my life as just in my head, but surely that is enough for me! I have been busy with schoolwork lately, and besides that I have to convince myself that I am not getting a "fake depression" as I call it, so a lot of my enegy is right now going to my brain, to control my mind.

This week is tough, and next week is going to be as well. I have 6 hours of school + the breaks, a day, and with 4 different subjects each day that means quite some homework. When I am done with the homework I do not really have antydning to do, so I just wander around the house, and I almost always end up snacking on something, and it is mostly unhealthy. This is my little private therapist... Haha!

It might not seem like I am dealing with a lot here, but to me it is enough, and even though this is my private lille therapist thing, there are people I know reading it, and I dont want them to worry about me because of something I end up writing in a melodramatic moment, hope that is okay ;-)

This post is written on an iPad with this sodding autocorrect, sorry for any stupid mistakes, or words suddenly starting with a big letter ;-)

Peace

Day 13

A picture of my favorite band/artist.

This lovely lad is Ed Sheeran. I have been a fan of his for a while, and I really really love his songs. i have his album "+" (yes it actually called plus), and on there you find so many amazing songs! For me, Ed's songs are about things more real to me that "shootin dem fuckars in dem az if dem be lokkin ma gurl!"... I mean.. Yeeez!

Ed's songs are for an example about a Young girl who is on a wrong path in life, the sorrow of two friends of his loosing their unborn child, missing home and of course also love. But love in the super extremely cheesy and almost disgusting way (depending on oppinion, some of the songs are cheesy though..), but in a sweet way, and describet differently than most of the pop lovesongs today.

To me, Ed is perfect, simply because he isn't at all.

Day 12

A picture of something I love.

Skiing! I bloody love it to the bone! This picture is a couple of years old, but it will do just fine for the purpose ;-) As I said, I love skiing, and I have been skiing since I was four years old. I have so far been going with my parents, but this year I am going with the youth club! I am so exited!

We are going to Austria, near the skiing area of Wagrain. My ex boyfriend is going as well, you know - the one who treatened to kill himself and stuff like that? Yeah. We agreed to act civil, but I honestly don't really want to talk to him. I have notning against him, and I am going to be friendly if I have to talk to him, but really don't feel the desire to do so in any way, ugh! Luckily for me one of his best friends are going as well, combined with him never before skiing, so I hopefully don't have to talk to him that much ;)

Blog post over, bum ;-)

Wibbely wobbely picture-victure

Yeah well, I have been taking a lot of funny and totalt weird pictures lately, due to a photowar with one of my friends, and Helene and Sara coming over the other night ;-) So as I saids lot of pictures have been taken, and here are some of them.

Day 11

A picture of something I hate.

For this I choose bullying. Bullying should stop right fucking now! I can not in words express how much I actually hate this shit, so I won't start. Since a couple of my family members have died from cancer, I considered choosing that, but since cancer isn't something inflicted to us by other people, I choose bullying.

I don't understand how a person can bring themselves to put another human through the mental torture of bullying. I just can't fit it inside my head in any way. I myself have been a victim of bullying, and it went on for 9 years. Nine freaking years! That's about 56% of my entire life. Though, going through these years I never understood what drove someone to bully. One of my biggest wishes is that bullying will stop - though I know there will always be some pricks out there, making sure my wish is not going to come true.

Fuck bullying, if you are a bully, I hope Karma get's to you as soon as possible, and that she is having the worst PMS in history!

Winter on retreat

After having about fourteen days with both day and night frost in a row, it seems like winter is on a bit of a  retreat. The weather forecast promises us about a week of plus degrees. This saddens me a bit, I had kind of hoped to have few more days to go cross country skiing in, but I guess the time for that is up. 

Today it was a mixture of rain and snow (snain? ;-)) pouring down from above. I have been safely inside, just relaxing in bed and around the house. You might think this sounds good, right? It's not. I should've spent the day writing my biotechnical rapport for Tuesday, but did I ever actually get to do it? No. I feel quite ashamed to be honest, and I just know that tomorrow is going to be hell! Ugh. School from 8.15am to 3.35pm, and then a massive rapport. Sigh.. That is what you get from procrastination, so don't do it!

With the snow melting away again, I don't really know how the future of me driving to school on my scooter looks like. Yes, I did crash, quite hard, but that isn't going to scare me off! As soon as the roads are clear to drive on, I will be back in the saddle of my beloved scooter! Please note that I live a place where the roads are not cleared, and therefor the snow turns the roads into deathtraps for anyone on a two wheeled transportation device.

Ugh, I guess I can get a little started on the giant rapport that is threatening to destroy me, well done Kris, very well done indeed!

Day 10

A picture of the person I do the most messed up thing with.

This one was actually quite easy. Even though I do some quite messed up things with Helene, another girl surely takes this "prize" ;-)

This one pretty much speaks for itself. These photos are from a scouting camp, and the girl doing.. weird stuff with me is Siv. We have been doing these fucked up thing for about 2-3 years now, and I just love how fucking free I feel when we run around and act like small children, and do weird and not normal things. I have a very childish side, and it is almost a need - a need to act like a retard from time to time, to hang on to the little piece of childhood there's still in my life!

I am one year older than Siv, which means that we are without each other this year, I am in the clan Garfools (yes, that's what we call ourselves), and she is still in the last year of the 12-16 years old scouts. I miss her loads, and I can't wait to get her up the clan with me, that will be sooo fucked up, I pity the others ;-)

Day 9

A picture of the person who has gotten me through the most.

This is a really hard one, because I have actually had a few amazing people who have been supporting as shit! They have gotten me through the 9 years of bulling and have helped me in the progress of becoming the (I like to see my self as this) strong and independent young woman/teenager I am today.

  

This picture is one or two years old, but these two girls are still my angels! Whenever I have had any problems, these girls have been there for me! When I had broken up with my ex and was home alone, they called me up and convinced me to drop by for a talk and up of tea. I really do not know what or who I would have been without these two angels! 

For an example, we all had an agreement with our parents that we weren't drinking until the day we turned 16. Everybody in our class thought we were freaks for not drinking, and we weren't invited to any of the parties or anything like that. We three had each other to get through it, and that surely helped withstanding the social exclusion a lot!

I love you girls, never leave me, okay?♥♥♥ 

Short system cleansing

I forgot a day in the photo challenge.. Shait.

That was exactly what I wanted NOT to happen! ): Not going to lie, I am pretty disappointed in myself right now. Ah well, I can't just dwell in it forever, life goes on ;-) I am just going to make both day 9 and day 10 today, and then live with the shame!

Today Helene and Sara are coming over in the evening to watch the national Melody Grand Prix, which has become sort of a tradition for the three of us. We will cook some food, watch the show and be the hardest and most unfair judges anyone has ever heard, hehe ;-) We had tons of fun doing it last year, we had the same favorite, and just trash-talked the other songs like crazy, it was so fun!

This "morning" I was woken up by my father who seemed utterly pissed. He banged on my door, opened it and practically yelled:
"Get up! It's 1PM, get a life!"
I was quite stunned by two things,
a) I had actually slept 'till 1PM without having been to a party or anything?
b) He told me to "get a life"?! Well fuck you too, dad - and good fucking morning to you as well!

When I then got out of bed he told me to be ready to go outside and help him transport some firewood, because we were running low. I told him I had to make some homework, but then he told me that "He didn't sodding care about my homework when I slept in 'till 1PM" and that I could just set an alarm when I told him that I didn't know I slept in that late. Gotta love my dad >__<

With that out of my system, I will go take a shower, and get into some comfy clothes, and get my homework going, well that's after I made the two photochallenge posts! Promise ;-)

Day 8

A picture that makes me laugh.

I honestly don't think this picture needs any explanation as to why it really makes me laugh! It is a picture of my five year old nephew Rasmus, taken on my family's iPad, and we used some of the weird tools on the phone to make it look this way ;-) I still laugh a lot of this!

Love(ly) day

Hi guys!

Today at my high school we have some sort of "Love" day, with love to all and you know, stuff like that. Yesterday, in our free period, you could cut out and write a heart anonymously to anyone you would like. Just write name and class on the outside, hand it in and then it would be handed out be the "love-committee"

Yay! I received two hearts! The red one is from a male friend of mine, a former classmate, and the purple is from one of my friends from drama class. I am really happy about them! I send a few hearts myself, to some friends and a couple of guys, hehehe ;-) 3/4 cards to the guys were just jokes, one of them has texted me saying "thanks for the card! :D", but I am kind of hoping that the two other guys won'r recognize me.. Hehe. I wrote two card for one of the guys. As I said, I hope he doesn't recognize my language or handwriting!

Deep breath. What have I done? Hahaha, I am going to die if they ask me if I send them something, I swear to God. Someone kill me, gah - just no! Okay, I am getting myself together like, right now, so I will shut up now ;-)

There's also a "love cafe" tonight from 7pm to 10pm, and I really hope it is going to be great fun! I think I need to talk Helene and Sara into coming with me, but if they don't want to, i won't force them - if you force your friends to come along with you, you are almost certain that they won't have fun :-) I honestly don't know who's coming, or if I am even going to have fun myself? Dunno, but the last few times were really nice, so I am hoping for the same amount of success, and I am going with an open mind! ;-)

Photo challenge will be up at some point today - don't worry ;-)

Day 7

A picture of my most treasured item.

Okay, I know that this is mostly just confirming every teenage stereotypes people have. I know. The reason I chose my phone is because it keeps me in contact with all my friends! I can text them, call them, go on facebook, check my schedule for school, check the latest news, national and international. I can do almost everything with my mobile phone! I've often downloaded books to read during road trips (I do prefer real books though.. They are sadly just not that handy).

Day 6

A picture of a person I'd love to trade places with for a day.

The ultimate queen of derp; Jennifer Lawrence! I would love to switch places with her, and of numerous reasons!

1) She's an actor.
I've always wanted to be an actor, and I just admire Jen so, so much! She is a great actor, and have been in a lot of great movies, for an example X-men and The Hunger Games, where she plays the lead role of Katniss Everdeen :-)

2) She is just perfect.
Well, she seems to be! She is not a size 0, but she seems perfectly happy with her body, I really wish I was like that! :-) She seems so confident, and despite her being freaking famous she is all down to Earth - I love that! Ugh, Jen is just so cool and "normal" during interviews and I love watching them. And it is not for nothing she is the queen of derp! ;-)

I would love to list more reasons, but it's kind of late because I have to get early up in the morning, so this is sadly it ;-)

Tardar Sauce

Looks like/feels like

Hi guys!

I was surfing the smosh website, and I came across a post with "Looks like/feel like", and since I can both relate to most of these pictures, and I did laugh i bit of them I decided to post some of them- so here we go! ;-)

NOTE: Just before I post the pictures, I want to say thanks to you guys, I mean.. 57 page showings in one finnicking (HG reference - yay!) day! I am so bloody impressed! Hehe - I don't understand this, but I am grateful though! ;-)

This is one I can relate to 100%! The other day when my mother and I were driving home at nighttime when it was snowing like this, I tried explaining this to her, but I sadly don't think she got it.. Well, the point just was that I can really relate to this one! :-)

Everybody can relate to this one. No matter what! :-)

Pokemon, ahhh yeah!

Day 5, 5-6

A picture of my favorite memory.

Okay, the last two pictures, here we go!

Picture five!

Croatia, my love! this is a picture from the "civilian" harbor of Krk, on the island of Krk. Yeah. It is pronounced something like "krek" or.. I don't know ;-) I went diving there with my local youth club, and it was just amazing! The water was about 20+ degrees and the visibility was just amaziiiing! I know I've said it a lot, but seriously, it was just like diving into a piece of heaven, so many colors, fishes, animals, plants and corals! I want to go there again!

Picture six!

This picture is from a summer day in a meadow near where I live. This picture just reminds me of other and kind of simpler times! I really don't mean to sound all sappy and crap like that.. But tings were just different, we were four girls who had each other, and we were more or less up against the world. Wow. That sounds sappy! But I am not kidding here, this is just about 1½ years ago, but so much has changed since then! This is still a good memory though!

Day 5, 3-4

A picture of my favorite memory!

Picture three!

Yeah.. I'm a fucked up kid! Anyway, this was on a scouting camp with one of my best friends Siv. In the bottom right picture I am wearing her shirt, with was so funny because when I talked to new people they though my name was Siv, and you know..? No? I think you should have been there.. Even though I passed out and one of the 1st years caught on fire, it was an amazing a extremely funny camp, we went hiking and climbing in a park where there was this "track" 20 meters up in the trees! Damn! It was so much fun!

Picture four!

Ahhh yes! Skiing holidays with the girls! This picture is of me and Helene (she is on the right), taken by my mother. We are sitting by a restaurant and resting while we had a short break. The skiing holidays have always been my favorite, they are my absolutely freedom rides - I love it! Going down the mountains with a speed you can't achieve otherwise, and still feel in total control - the adrenaline rush is worth everything!

Day 5, 1-2

A picture of my favorite memory.

Picture nummer eins!

This is from Turkey. It is a couple of years ago, and I went there with my parents. On the picture we are out on a private boat on a seaside tour of Alanya where we lived. A friend of my parents showed us around the city and took me shopping one of the days, it was really a super nice vacation, especially because we left the cold Europe for a while ;-)

Picture two!

This is just.. Gah, this picture is just perfect! It is a picture of me and Lotta, a Swedish girl I met at the language course in Germany. The course was over 3 weeks, and even though there was both ups and downs, it was 3 amazing weeks, and I met so many amazing people! I can't even begin to describe these 3 weeks in so little time ;-)

Day 5

A picture of my favorite memory.

This one is hard. It is really, really hard! 1) Because I have had quite a lot of good experiences and thus, memories 2) Most of these memories are somehow soiled by something bad happening, in one way or another. Not that I want to complain or anything, because I know that I am quite fortunate to have experienced all these things!

I am going to make some different posts, with different pictures because I cant get myself to choose between them. I have different reasons, so there's six different picture coming up, holy shait - I am going to work now! ;-) Sorry for this short one, but as mentioned, three picture posts are coming up! ;-)

satwcomic.com

Hi!

This is a website I visit rather often! It consists of comics about Scandinavia and the world, hence the page name. I enjoy the kind of humor in these comics, and the different countries' characters are just drawn so well! Underneath each comic there is a explanation to the drawing if there's some background to it, with there often is! 

The writer/artist is from Denmark, and it is just.. Brilliant! You are not supposed to take it all too serious though, and it's just standard for the different countries to practice a little homosexuality, so if you can't deal with that, don't watch ;-) All rights belong to Humon (which is the writers username)! 

I love these comics! Since the page is Scandinavia and the world, the Scandinavian countries are mostly the main characters. Again, sex, drugs and homosexuality appear, so consider yourself warned ;-) 

Satwcomic.com

Humoncomics.com

  

Petting zones

Okaaay, that came out wrong. So did that sentence.. Oh god, what am I doing?! Anyways, the petting chart for cats vs. dogs!

Cats:

Dogs:

Mind of a cat at Christmas

The brutal truth, those cats will not let my Christmas ornaments be!

Day 4

A picture of my night.

This one actually kind of weirdly "crashes" with the fact that I was to a dinner thing, kind of party thingy last night! There was this sort of theme, where you had to dress as a country. I dressed up as the Icelandic flag, blue trousers, red top with a white t-shirt on top. In some of the lamps we changed the lightbulps to colored ones, and it looked great!

And even though it was supposed to kind of a delayed Christmasy dinner, party thing, we dressed the room in flowers, bears and all other stuff we could find! We are all fed up by Christmas food, so we decided on something totally different - MEXICAN FOOD! Yeah! Nachos, tortillia wraps and all that shit! :-)

It was such a nice evening, we got a little drunk, sang a little, danced a little, but it was nothing big and fancy, we were 10 people, and it was just all in all a very nice evening/night! I went to bed at 3 am, because I had to get up early today - I am such a responsible teenager! *cough cough*

Bye guys! - Thanks for the 2000 page showings!

- K

Day 3

A picture of my favorite show

The Big Bang Theory - oh yeah! Being the girls I am with me embracing my inner nerd, I love this show! I love the socially awkward Raj (second from the right), the self pronounced "sex-god" Howard (to the right), the on and of relationship between Leonard (left) and Penny (the girl) and the amazing and practically indescribable Sheldon (in the middle) who just doesn't understand sarcasm or when people are being ironic.

The fact that these guys are the biggest nerd ever, and they are all really socially awkward just makes it all much better! The way they can talk with each other and still misunderstand what they are talking about completely.. I love it! How the group still includes Sheldon kind of baffles me. He can be such an annoying prick, but they still kind of love him, i do as well ;-)

Rock on - this show is amazing, end of story ;-)

Day 2

A picture of me and the person closest for longest.

That person is either my mother or my friend Helene. I can tell already that this is going to be super girly and sappy, but you just have to live with that guys ;-)

My mother has been with me through everything (this is fucking logical since she is my mother, duh!). I know it is logical even for blondes and all that shit, but I just know some people where there mothers are absent, and they are not as close with their mothers as I am with mine. Throughout mt childhood and early teens, I have been through a lot of shit that no child, or teen or adult for that matter, should have to go through! I've been bullied a lot, and my mother has always been there. 

I might think she has been understanding, but looking back at it now, I understand that she did her est to protect me.I love my mother more than anyone is this hole world, and even though we argue a freaking lot, we always get on good terms again, and I can tell her absolutely everything. That fact that I might not choose to do it is a whole other story though! ;-)

Helene. Oh, where to begin with Helene? Helene has been my best friend since 2nd grade, and I love her so bloody much! The only limit for what I would do for that girl is the law! We have been through the bullying together, and we found strength in each others support. I can tell Helene everything without being judged, and she is ready if I need her. I would go through water and fire for that girl! 

When ever I have had an argument with my mother, a fight with my father or any other problem, I could come to her. She is my support through all that is good and evil! Without wanting to sound way to melodramatic, Helene and her sister Sara are one of the main reasons I am still on this planet. I love them!

It's a whale

It's a whale! The count of page showings that is! ;-)

It is a whale, your argument is invalid! Oh, and the photo challenge of the day is up soon, I just need a picture ;-)

Peace!

Day 1

A picture with me, and 10 facts

This pretty much explains itself, hope you can read it, if not, here are the facts;

1. I am left handed
2. I love dresses, though I rarely wear them
3. I am a natural blonde, and I have blue eyes
4. I am kind of a nerd
5. I am a scout
6. I love reading
7. I am very outgoing, though I can be quite socially awkward
8. I have a few very close friends who I tell everything
9. I speak German (more or less)
10. I am very blunt. I speak my mind!

The photo challenge

Hi guys!

So, a few (very few) of you guys have voted for which photo challenge I should do. And the winner is... * drum roll* (I admit, it might not seem that exciting..)

BLACK AND WHITE PHOTO CHALLENGE THING!

So this is the one I am going to be doing. Since I am going on a skiing vacation in week 7, I am going to queue the posts, so I make sure there will be a new one up everyday. This means that from this day, and 30 days ahead, this blog is going to be spammed by a picture a day, so I hop e you can stick through it! :-) Some of the posts might have text to it, explaining why I have chosen the picture and so on.

I know already that some of the days I might find it difficult to find or snap a picture totally fitting to the question, but I am going to do my absolutely best! :-)

Bye guys! - This is indeed going to be challenging!

- K

Shutting things out

Hi guys!

I haven't been that active on the blog lately because I have been dealing with some emotional shit - more about that later, yes I am putting you through the experience of reading about my shitty mood swings and stuff, but you should be used to it by now!

I have found a really good way of shutting my bad mood, and all the other stuff out. Music. Music is magic! I have been listening to some of the "full albums" things on YouTube, and it has really helped! I will post a few, and you can judge me by my music taste all I want, I don't care ;-)

Yes, my taste in music is a little weird.. ;-)

Burn, baby burn

Admitted, I laughed harder than I might should..

Nothing

Hi!

I will let you all know that I feel very ashamed of not having anything constructive to post for you guys, but let's face it! Its 10:40PM, I am tired as shit and last night I slept 5 hours. I think I am allowed to be cut some slack here! I will post a picture though - and here we go!

And on that bombshell, goodnight!

Boredom in the form of school

Hi guys!

Today have so far been freaking boring. Except for drama - drama is freaking awesome! I have 4 blocks of 95 minutes today, so I am "already" halfway on this hell ride. God damn, I am already dying of boredom - I am too young to die from this! So, the first block was English, and since the class I've "dropped in to" 's English teacher has been away for about 2-3 month, so they are a bit behind on the grammar.
Since we are 5 "new" students who have had the grammar shit, we were put in the hallways, to do something else but all the grammar.

So our new teacher made us do an essay. Hurrah. Do you feel my incredible enthusiasm shine through the computer screen? Yeah well. I don't. So, we had to do this analysis, and hand it in at the end of the lesson. AT THE FUCKING END OF THE LESSON! Seriously, how the fuck did she expect us to do an essay in 1½ hours? Well, she extended the limit to this evening, so I have a little time to correct some potential flaws and write a little more. I really thing I have repeated myself about 3 times with everything I've written. Someone help me!

Right now I am having math, and this is seriously just crap. We are going through some of the homework they others had, and I am really just doing nothing here, so I decided to write a post. One of the guys were reading a bit over my shoulder, and asked me in kind of panicked way if we had any English homework, because I was writing something in English. Quite amusing actually! I kind of wish I had told him something crazy, right? Could have been fun!

Okay, the bell is ringing to next block, last one - yus! I just have to get through 95 minutes of boredom and torture. What a joy!

Bye guys! - Blueberry drinks and grapes gets me through the day!

- K

Llamawarts!

Hi!

I am sorry or any forever scarred souls those creepy owls may have cause, I am truly, deeply sorry! Anyway! I found a picture that combines two of my all times favorite things, llamas and Harry Potter! Enjoy!

Hehehehe, I know I have a strange humor, but I really find this funny as fuck! ;-)

Creepy owls

WARNING: these owls are fucking creepy

Owls are confirmed to be the creepiest birds ever. LOOK AT THE FUCKING THINGS. If you fail to notice the one on the left fucking SWALLOWING an entire rat, then you have the dude singing some satanic chant or something next to him, and then you have those two other fucking psychos synchronized to make you feel creeped the fuck out with their soulless dance of FUCKING DOOM.

That is all

How to: handle someone's OTP

Role model

I heard someone say Jennifer Lawrence is not a good role model for teenage girls... and I nearly exploded.

How can a woman is not ashamed to be herself, even in the limelight not a role model? How can a beautiful woman, surrounded by size zero celebrities obsessed with radical image but still staying her perfectly healthy and gorgeous size not be a role model? 

How can a grown woman who brings her mother as her plus one to a film premier not be a role model? How can someone who constantly talks for her love of food despite being surrounded by celebrities that are repulse by it not be a role model? 

How can a HIGHLY talented actress who persevered in the cut throat business to achieve her dream not be a role model? How can someone that fluffy and adorable not be a role model? How can the human equivalent of a puppy not be a role model?! asdfghjkl

Pokémon logic

Embarrassing parents

Hi!

It really is one of the worst things in the world, right? Being surrounded be classmates, and having your father/mother standing beside you and tell them all, all about when you were 4 and peed you pants, or something like that. Or having your mother repeatedly reminding you about something "so funny" you have done that you have no remembrance of.

At times like that, when your parents - or friends and family for that matter - act out like that, and they're just super embarrassing, either because they are making a fool of you, or themselves, you would just wish they would take a hint and shut up, or you would just gain the ability to disappear from the face of Earth for a few hours.

I have myself had a lot of these kind of experiences, mainly because my father have a quite weird and special humor, and he loves to take it out on me. Of course it is always meant with love, I know that, but when you are in the situations it really doesn't seem much like love. It was a lot worse when I was younger, of two reasons. 1) I didn't have the guts to "attack" him back (or maybe it was a mix of that, and not being smart enough to come up with a comeback?) 2) I found it so humiliating that I couldn't see anything fun about it, at all. I just shut down.

Now, whenever my father is in one of those extra mischievous moods, I am prepared, and I give him back of his own medicine. Another thing about it now, is that I can actually see the funny things in it, even if it isn't funny from my perspective, I am (finally) smart enough to understand why other people would laugh at it, and me, because it is funny, and not because they hate me.

All seriousness aside, if you tell me that you have never had the urge to do this

to your parents because they where especially embarrassing one day, I don't believe you.. And of course I don't mean it in a murderous way, duh, just the urge to make them shut up somehow. I know I have.

Bye guys - Shhhhh.....

- K

A guilty pleasure

Hi guys!

Yesterday afternoon my mom took me shopping in one of the bigger cities near where we live. We went right after my school, with a stop at a shop (da rhyme MASTA!) that sells wine, food and stuff. My dad is hunting in Germany this weekend, so we decided to do a mother-daugter-afternoon, and it was really nice! Since I started high school, I barely see my parents, they are working and I have school to 15:30 very often, so it was nice with some time alone with her.

As I might have mentioned before, I am still trying to find out which style I dress in. Right now my closet is just one big pile of confusion - more or less! I have a lot of statement t-shirts from when I had a sort of period when those were practically the only shirts i would wear. I feel like I am growing a bit out of that, and more in to a... Well, there's my problem! I just don't know which style I am dressing as. I've always said that I am not really dressing mainstream, because I want to stand out from the crowd, but in the later years I have picked on a lot for doing exactly that, so I am trying to find the golden middle way. Okay, that was long, on with it!

I went to GinaTricot where I tried on A LOT of clothes, I was going crazy, and I just tried everything on I liked. Well, I ended up with two shirts, a long sleeved black and white striped tee and a blue see-though printed shirt. I had tried on so much clothes, but they just.. They didn't fall into my taste, my mother liked almost everything I tried on, but I didn't. At NewYorker I tried on another shirt, but again, looked good on the hanger, not so much on me ;-)

After trying on a bunch of tees and a couple of trousers I decided on two alike printed see-through tees, a plain black sweater, a black tee with a bow, a bordeaux long sleeved tee and a beige flappy long tee. On the way out of the shop my mother spotted a very cute owl tee, and we bought that as well. Thanks to the major January sale, I got it all for the price of two regular priced shirts! I love sales! <3

It seems like this is turning into a fashion blog, but that is ot happening, nope nope nope! Never!

We went to Vero Moda to look for a pair of jeans, since my favorite pair died during my crash on the scooter. May they rest in peace (what am I doing?!). So we stopped by, and after just 5 minutes or so in the shop I found a table with the awsomest (new word) pairs of jeans I have ever seen! There lay a pair of high-waist army-green jeans, along with a bordeaux pair! Heaven? I think so! ;-) While I was trying the two pairs on, my mom found a really crazy awesome pair of jeans, i love them!

After a long and nice day, we ate at Subway, a footlong secured a quite nice lunch for me today as well! This shopping stuff is really a guilty pleasure of mine, I love it, and I think it is just so nice to walk around with the people you are shopping with, but whenever I shop with my mother I feel so fucking guilty afterwards because she pays, and then when we get home, I unpack and look at the bills. Ugh! She says it doesn't matter, and that she loved seeing me happy for the clothes she buys me, and that I deserve it -  but I can't help but feeling a bit guilty. I just don't think there's a way around it. I guess I should just stop whining and enjoy it? I try to ;-)

I have nothing else to do the rest of the day, so I think I will make a couple more posts- And sorry for the length of this one, it's kinda getting out of hand ;-) Compensating for the lack of posts from yesterday? Might be!

Bye guys! - Guilty pleasure, sounds sexy?

- K